我无法摆脱自己的噩梦，我被这些所谓的“规则”所控制，不知道怎么去挣脱，它随时提醒我要如何“掩饰”自己。 I can't get rid of my nightmare, I was controlled by the so-called "rules", do not know how to break that, it reminds me how to "hide" myself.